Poem # 13

New Apocalypse

Mirrors with no glass the mismatched gloves
I place the broken brakes in speeding cars
I search through the debris for the golden key
as if it was decided with this complacency
Under moon's shadow soloist performs alone
I pray before I go play me another song
Never to let go of such an exquisite tune
Reasons to admit that the end is too soon
old rhymes begin to blur as the news stirs
I wonder what you are back here to cure
Secret disclosure I am inclined to implore
Leisurely you point out the love you bear
you have no idea how long I've waited
Oh dear, long before the world was made

Ella Evans© 2008

“This is not the end. It is not even the beginning of the end. But it is, perhaps, the end of the beginning.”

Winston Churchill

“I don't want to live. I want to love first, and live incidentally.”

Zelda Fitzgerald

“Are you upset little friend? Have you been lying awake worrying? Well, don't worry...I'm here. The flood waters will recede, the famine will end, the sun will shine tomorrow, and I will always be here to take care of you. -Charlie Brown to Snoopy”

Charles M. Schulz

Poem # 12

What A Wonderful World

The hole burns right through my chest
the crossroad of dark and light to where
the world we know only moves forward
if it is full of the corrupt and the sinister
The hope in us why anyone should ignore
the texture of the rain and the open road
the greatness in love and an open heart
you're never alone, What a sight to behold
Two roads decide the reasons for humanity
One leads you to disturbance and reform
the other more than ignorant contentment
So many choose madness some declare
You choose to be offended only if you dare
The recklessness of whom I do not condone
do you need them as your motivation
nothing more than foolish self-justification
do you need them as excuses to embrace
your desires to reach all of the lost souls

Ella Evans© 2008

“Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all.”

Dale Carnegie

“Remember that all through history the way of truth and love has always won. There have been tyrants and murderers and for a time they seem invincible but in the end, they always fall -- think of it, ALWAYS.”

Mahatma Gandhi

“Evil is just a point of view”

Anne Rice

“In all things it is better to hope than to despair”

Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

"We should live in this evil world with wisdom, righteousness and devotion to God."
TITUS 2:12

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Poem #11

"The Secret Garden"

Accidentally stolen
demise of wisdom
Unconsciously fallen
asleep in your Eden
fire cloak that face
my desires forbidden
fog hide from death's veil
of taste so colorful

Ella Evans© 2008

"Science without religion is lame, religion without science is blind."
Albert Einstein

"Scientists were rated as great heretics by the church, but they were truly religious men because of their faith in the orderliness of the universe."
Albert Einstein

"Where, you tend a rose, my lad, a thistle cannot grow."
The Secret Garden

Poem # 8

Before, after

The unknown unraveled too much of me
I didn't for one moment wish to share
witness the one above
as he readily makes believe of fate
crushing every dream we've ever had
injustice was created
You weren't an exception
it didn't matter what I did
In sorrow I envy your infinite solitude ahead of you
Will I be left with nothing once you leave this earth
Please leave with my broken soul
apathy will be all that I'm worth
My belief for once let me down
There's no one to confide in when you are gone
I can't blame you for taking part of me away
but your tears make me refuse to be saved
Please don't stand in my way when the end comes
all my crimes will be paid
the punishments will gratify
Tired of asking my reasons to be justified
Nothing changes the fact I lived and let die
body crumbling no love to set me free
Whisper to me don't be afraid
while I wait for the end I will be protected
from everything that reminds me of you
Will I see your face
Before I squander what's left away?

Ella Evans© 2008

"I know the moment's near,and there's nothing we can do.
Look through a faithless eye,are you afraid to die?
It scares the hell out of me, and the end is all I can see.
And it scares the hell out of me ,and the end is all I can see."

----Matt Bellamy(Muse)
"Thoughts Of A Dying Atheist"

Poem #1

A Conspiracy

Why do I confess
When no one seems to be listening
no I'm not a coward
tell myself not to believe
at the last minute I'm still living
dying but still breathing
the same air you see
questions are here to stay
I will find my way
can't you see I'm not unafraid
only when the world takes interest
must you begin to ponder
what happens when they decide
it's time you done playing this game
Do you too often regret
that your true feelings are eternally buried
fears are cast aside
for now as I speak
all I ask for is please look at me
Why do you refuse to realize
Is my face so hard to read
I'm blazing through your skies
so far from invisible yet you deny
am I still pretending in your eyes
not just a misunderstanding
this time
who is misleading
who is right

Ella Evans © 2008

"Often times, when two opposing sides each try to prove a point which contradict each other, they would forget essentially, they have the same goal: To discover and learn about the truth."